| It's Been a Great Run... |
[Mar. 20th, 2006|12:58 pm] |
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| |  nostalgic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sword of the Berserk - 'Indra (ending theme)' | ] |
Yeah, I haven't posted here in freakin' forever, and frankly there hasn't been much point. So I can't really say I missed this place, my thrashed out layout, and typing about my screwed up life.
Either way this'll be my last entry here. I just wanted to say goodbye to all those people on my friends' list that made this place worthwhile, and not just another empty and meaningless hole in cyberspace.
Thanks a lot guys.
Your favorite asshole,
-Raz |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2005|01:45 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | thoughtful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The 69 Eyes - 'Grey' | ] |
I'm back, not that anyone ever reads this thing (other than me) to notice otherwise.
Oh well.
Here's a quick recap of what's happened to me since my last update:
* The government finally took pity on my sorry ass and awarded me a $1,700.00 Pell Grant for school. Woohoo!
* I crushed my left hand at work and could use it for two days, it sucked but it's fine now.
* One of my professors over at the college is going to hook me up for a part-time job with an actual video game company!!! I might end up doing only grunt work in the whole thing, but I'll still get my name in the game credits. Not to mention this could be my big introduction into the gaming industry!
Now I'm just waiting to get started.
* One of the new managers at my full-time job is a total ass. Don't know how long I can put up with that shit until I lose my mind.
* I've gotten a new pet. This time it's a dog, a german shepherd to be exact. I named him Griffith after the antagonist of one of my favorite manga, Berserk by Kentaro Miura. The little monster's smarter than 90% of the population here, or at least out of the people I've encountered.
* Some asshat attacked my bike again, scratching it up.
* Created my first dinky Flash animation and hope to get good enough to create my own movie.
* Mr. Peanut still won't shut the @#$% up.
Thank you,
-Raz |
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[Sep. 13th, 2005|11:29 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 'Dave Chapelle: Killing Them Softly', in the background. | ] |
Seriously, some days I take a real hard look at my life and think, 'WTF happened?'
-Raz |
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[Sep. 12th, 2005|02:15 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  surprised | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ayla - 'Atlantis' | ] |
I was freaking right...that chick in the X rpg is a lesbian. O__o;
It gets pretty scary when I'm right about people, since I'm *extremely* unperceptive about those sort of things. And it's not that I care she is, what I care about is the fact that I was somehow right.
Damn...my eye isn't focusing any longer.
Better log off.
-Raz |
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[Aug. 8th, 2005|02:01 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  creative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cell Dweller - 'Frozen' | ] |
Whearsy, yadi lamm searu Ro va lyrai fi uln te lem riorailu ewu de arryau krea va aerokiru woabau ro ega ro'e ega.
Bloukis demientever Ro wimludas'yo riorailu.
-Raz |
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[Aug. 1st, 2005|03:07 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Onimusha 2 - 'Demon Warrior' | ] |
Seriously, people must think I'm stupid and don't know the kind of shit they're saying about me behind my back.
Well asshats I @#$%ing know.
**This message will be conveniently translated into the Drei dialect in a future post. Why? Because I like to cuss out asshats in my own language.
-Raz |
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[Jul. 26th, 2005|01:13 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Angels of Venice - 'Three Nightingales' | ] |
I am currently drawing a picture of a whore and a gimp!
I'll be sure to post up the image when I'm finished drawing it.
*This image (the whore part in particular) is dedicated to the whore Natasha, you know who the #$%^ you are bitch. The gimp on the otherhand is dedicated to Walker's twisted imagination and love of Pulp Fiction.
Something's seriously wrong with me.
-Raz |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2005|01:27 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Onimusha Warlords - 'Hayate' | ] |
Shit, I'm out of Toprol. I really don't want to go back to the doctor's office again so soon. ><;
Dammit, guess I've got to get around to doing that sometime soon before the 'shakes' come back full force and I can't draw or write ledgibly anymore; not that I really did before anyway.
But what's new.....hmm, hard to think of too many things to write down that have happened recently that doesn't involve a ton more ranting and raving that'll make me sound even more like a lunatic, but guess I'll start with something simple. Through my cel collecting hobby I recently purchased yet another cel and became friends with the seller who lives in Belgium and they're really cool, they work a lot in the tv business over there and even was in a television show over there roughly based off of D&D-based rpgs. They sent me the link so I could watch a trailer of the show for myself and it looked damn-near like a hollywood movie, the costumes, camera shots, special effects, etc. all were top-notch. It was very cool of them to send the trailer link to me and we're still talking over email.
On another note, backstabbers are once more running amuck and talking shit behind my back apparently thinking I'm not smart enough to figure it out, but what the hell? I could care less now, they all can just kiss my ass and go to hell.
I've been working more dedicatedly on my artwork partially because I not only want to improve my skills, but also because I want to make sure that they're good enough material to use in my portfolio since I might give a shot at submitting it to the Joe Kubert School of Cartoon and Graphic Art, Inc. (long-arse name huh?) The school is top-notch and supposedly the only school in the world to offer exclusive courses and degrees in the field of cartooning; being so top-notch and all it's little wonder that the school only accepts 25 students each year. I'd love to go to that school but I've seriously got to kick up my artwork to the next level if I even have a chance at being accepted and I've got to raise some serious funds. At least I won't have to worry about moving seeing as the school's about a 45 minute to an hour drive from NYC (It's located in Dover, New Jersey btw).
It might take me a few years yet to get the cash and raise my skill-level before I apply, but I think that this school is one that I'm more than willing to get deeper in debt to attend.
-Raz |
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[Jul. 15th, 2005|02:19 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | System of a Down - 'B.Y.O.B.' | ] |
Yet another long period of time has come to pass since I've updated this thing and not much has changed. Yup, I'm still the same old asshole you all have come to know and love, but now I find myself overly tired both physically and mentally. I'm totally spent at this point and can barely seem to gather my thoughts even to write in this thing, so excuse me if my writing suddenly wonders off into something that makes absolutely no sense. All my thoughts just kind of meld together in one big mess and I wander around in a stupor all day, physically 'there' but not really 'there' at the same time.
I feel like a zombie and strangely I don't care all that much to return to a normal state of awareness, whatever that might be considered.
( Thorns in my Side )
- This message conveniently brought to you by Raz, your local asshole |
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[Jul. 6th, 2005|11:50 pm] |
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| | blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Appleseed Movie, Paul Oakenfold - 'Burns Attack' | ] |
Read some old issues of the comic series Epic published by Marvel a long-arse time ago, heck, even got an issue where Frank Frazetta did the cover art. Bet that might be worth something along with the other junky comic books I collected back when I was younger, the only thing that's changed is that now I'm more into japanese manga than american comic books. I still like some american books like Spawn and Sandman, but a majority of them no longer hold my interest probably because they're all super-hero related and frankly not that interesting anymore, though I still have a soft spot for Batman when he was still known as the 'Dark Knight' and not made into the typical super hero of today.
I've really got to go check out the new Batman movie sometime.
Other than that I've still been struggling to improve my artwork though I took a bit of a vacation from it all when I went along with Walker and a couple of other people for a week long trip to Vegas. Needless to say there was much drinking, partying and gambling; Walker even won $600.00 playing the slots. The others and I weren't as lucky, though I managed to make somewhere between $50.00 - $100.00 playing Black Jack, which isn't bad I guess since every little bit of money helps esp. since I believe I blew all of my winnings at the Excalibur.
That place kicks so much ass.
But enough ranting for now, perhaps I'll post something else later on when I have something actually worth saying for once, not that that's going to happen anytime soon (so I'll probably end up boring you with more mindless drivle). Maybe my next post will be a bit more interesting.
-Raz |
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